Feelings

People, develop hate, when they meet the end of the road. About works, relationships, goal, anything else. Something that i can't accept that.

Let say about goal. You wish to do something, and you want to earn it, reach it. But when it meet the end of the goal, when you didn't succeed, you develop the feeling of hatred. You hate everyone in your way. You hate yourself. You hate your goal. You give up. You don't wanted to do it anymore.

I just kind of wonder, why this would happen?

The hate that you make is not the end of way to stop what you're trying to do. It is just an image or such a cover for you to calm down, but in fact it is not. Your deep heart is cutting away and one another day come you will feel the regret.

Why won't you try harder and harder even harder?

Why won't you stop thinking about 'what if' and stop stressing yourself out. Just continue what you're doing. Deadline is not the end. Breaking is not the end. You must continue yourself! You can do it. Because when people trip over, they stand up after. So, why don't when you think you're down, just 'restart' yourself and don't develop something hate about yourself just because you can't do it.

Maybe you can't understand what i am trying to say, but this last words

"Don't give up and hate the world because of some tiny things"

Old Grandma

She really care about her grandchildren
especially food.

Just say,
what do you wanna eat,
she'll get it for you

Stay in her house,
you never hungry anymore

Thank you grandma. even though you can't read this.

TOLONG

Maaf
Aku ini buta
Aku ini tuli
Aku ini kudung
Maaf aku tidak dapat menolongmu
Tetapi
Seperkara aku terkecil hati
Mengapa engkau marah?
Mengapa membebankan dirimu
Dengan meminta tolong kepada oku
Akhirnya tiada daripada aku
Maaf.

SUBUH

Setiap pagi
Selesanya aku diselimut kedinginan
Ah
Bagai syurga sedang aku diami
Pintu dibuka
Lampu terpasang
"Bangun, sembahyang subuh"
Itu yang sentiasa terdengar dikala pagi yang sunyi
Aduh
Malasnya hendak ku bangun
Malasnya menyentuh air
Terasa berat sekali untuk ku tinggalkan tempat keselesaanku
Tetapi
Jauh dihatiku
"Jangan merungut"
"Itu tanggungjawabmu"
Lalu aku bangun
Penuh keberatan
Tetapi didalam jiwaku ini hanya satu
Hanya kerana harapan
Seusai urusanku
Kembali aku terbaring
Terfikir aku tersenyum
"Kan senang. Tidurlah kau sepuasnya"

AKU DAN PESAN CIKGU

Aku
masih tersepit
tersepit dalam ruang dunia
apa perjuangan yang perlu aku laksanakan?
duduk diam 'follow the flow' hidup bahagia
atau
lawan sistem yang tidak berguna
kadang kala aku terfikir
sampai bila perjuangan ini akan berakhir?
tumbang raksasa penipu sekalipun
adakah kelak
aku boleh lupa akan silam aku?
dunia ini terlalu banyak untuk difikirkan
mencari tuhan
mencari kebebasan
mencari kedamaian
mencari kemewahan
oh
terlupa aku akan kata guruku
lepaskan yang silam
jangan terlalu menuju
nanti lupa
apa yang kita bawa.

. SEMUT

Dia
Selalu ada bila aku berduka
Bila ditanya kenapa
Bestfriend forever katanya
Sering sekali beri kata-kata
Yang buat aku berfikir seketika
Selalu suruh aku relax
Mengalahkan lagu skrillex
Dia yang kadang-kadang faham
Pernah ketika blur terpadam
Kawan macam makan chewing gum
Tarik tarik tetap genggam
Aku mahu jadi juruterbang
Tapi masalah mata aku kecundang
Aku tegas terus bermimpi
Mimpi harap sampai ke bintang
Bertanya ke tuhan kenapa begini
Jawapan pasti ada hikmah tersendiri
Tekad di hati untuk berjaya
Belajar di mekdi bersama-sama
Itulah aku suka bermimpi
Biar menang jangan berhenti.

TYRANNOSAURUS REX

Rasa bersalah, selalu tetap dalam hati aku.
hampir semua benda, mungkin puncanya aku.
daripada itu, aku mula maafkan orang.
tetapi kadang-kadang, bukan untuk aku.
senyuman, cuma buatan.
tiada ikhlas,  hanya ciptaan
puisi cela, yang aku cipta.
tak ada manfaat, hanya luahan.
kadang-kadang berbelit.
kadang-kadang terang.
hakikat, dunia tidak selalu terang.


YAOMING

Kawan kata, aku pandai.
tapi aku banyak yaoming je.
betul ke?
aku pon tak pasti.
kadang-kadang, aku boleh buat sesuatu benda tu.
sebab aku excited mungkin.
kadang-kadang, aku buntu nak menangis.
sampai aku give-up.
hidup aku tak seimbang.
kadang-kadang pandai.
kadang-kadang bodoh.
tapi tak bermakna aku boleh berhenti.
sebab berhenti, tandanya mati.


Humanity

Throughout the ages,
Since the dawn of sentience,
Humanity has been progressing.
We have become a civilization worthy of pride.
We have connected cultures,
Through art, language and science.
Our knowledge of the universe has touched the cosmos.
Many people have made, and will continue making this world a better place.
But no matter how much we try,
No matter what is done,
The one thing we can't seem to rid ourselves of
Is human stupidity.